Olivia Dean - The Hardest Part

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone
Normally I need you, this time I don't wanna go
Lately, I've been growing into someone you don't know
You had the chance to love her, but apparently you don't
No, you don't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

Held you up so highly, deep under your spell
Your opinions would define me, this time I made some for myself
'Cause lately, I've been certain, there's no further to go
Yeah, you had the chance to love me, but apparently you won't
No, you won't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

And it's okay
I'm not gonna remember you that way
You say I'm different now like that's so strange
But I was only 18
You should've known that I was always gonna change

Even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change, but the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same

Ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
I ain't there no more
Ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
I ain't there no more
Ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
But the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same

And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway