I've been dodging all of my friends calls
And I'm really sorry to 'em all
But I've been losing it, going off of the deep end
I don't know what the future holds
Can't imagine myself growing old
Feel like the whole world's collapsing around me
I don't know what the hell to do
I think my sanity is screwed
Feel like I'm drifting alone in space
I've been falling faster
My mind is going numb
Life is a big disaster
I'm falling out of touch
I've been having nightmares as of late
Still better than being awake
I hope I don't fall victim to myself
Don't think my mind will ever change
I think I might be stuck this way
I've been falling, losing hope that anything could save me
I think I might collapse real soon
Burn out and stay inside this room
I've been growing bleaker, weaker, fading every moment
I've been falling faster
My mind is going numb
Life is a big disaster
I'm falling out of touch
I've been dodging all of my friends calls
And I'm really sorry to 'em all
But I've been losing it
Going off of the deep end