Only, only, only
Only, only, you
Only, only, only
Only, only, only
Still here, only God knows why, still here
Only God knows why (only God knows why)
Dreams of a beach with a house behind (huh, house behind)
Deep thought on the speed of life
Sun's in perfect reach each time (time)
Then I wake up clean to a different light (light, light, light)
And I see problems, jump and hide (hide, hide)
I can't see trapdoors in my mind
Blurry signs that I can't define
Like predicting movements ahead of time
Projectiles coming from my side
Projectiles coming for my life
War-zone when I close my eyes
La-la-la, it's fingers in my ears
I was not tryna hear
I'm moving on faith and faith only
Desires crush me numb
I would chase and then some
From love, I would run
Like it's just here to disown me
That's why I keep my distance
Even if I miss it
Wire me the wisdom to pick up when it phones me
Take my body for a walk
Call somebody just to talk
Take the mic and press record
And speak the truth only
Only, only, only
Only, only, only, you
Only, only, only
Only, only only
You
I was chasing highs, oh, on diagonal
Started lookin' down, like, where the middle go?
I been on this grind, like it's gonna break my fall
Careerism pothole, like where my loved ones go?
Obedient, blindly, I trust you and you know
I don't wanna judge but I need to save my soul
I question your priorities
Isn't in this boat
Wired to a system
Born into a code
Has a way of keeping self-esteem on the low
Bettin' on myself
Like, how wise is this hope?
Bettin' on myself
Like, how wide is this hole?
You tell me it's the wrong choice
You tell me it's the wrong choice
But I
La-la-la, it's fingers in my ears
I was not tryna hear
I'm moving on faith and faith only
Desires crush me numb
I would chase and then some
From love, I would run
Like it's just here to disown me
Only, only, only
Only, only, only, you
Only, only, only
Only, only only
Only, you
Only, only, only
Only, only, only
Only, you
Only, only, only
Only, only only
