I'm anxious, kinda sad
Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had
Spending days just on my phone
Wondering where it all went wrong
I'm nervous, pretty wired
I said your name too much now my lungs got tired
Thinking maybe I'm to blame
I just need someone to hate
Oh-oh-oh, you made this so damn hard for me
You and your goddamn honesty
It got me thinking
I wish you would've cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on
When you did nothing wrong? (Ah-ah-ah)
Wish you did something wrong (ah-ah-ah)
But you did nothing wrong
I know it's messed up, kinda bad
But I wish we didn't talk, and you just left like that
I'd be angry instead of numb
Dammit, who have I become?
Oh-oh-oh, you made this so damn hard for me
You and your goddamn honesty
It got me thinking
I wish you woulda cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on
When you did nothing wrong? (Ah-ah-ah)
Wish you did something wrong (ah-ah-ah)
But you did nothing wrong
In the middle of the night
I start to fantasise that you would ruin my whole life, oh
'Cause you're the best I had
And I keep running back like a goddamn fool, tryna change your mind
You were all mine
Can't believe I
Wish you woulda cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain
A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on
When you did nothing wrong?
