Yung City - This One Is for You (RIP Dad)

Past lives couldn't ever hold me down
Lost love is sweeter when it's finally found
I've got the strangest feeling
This isn't our first time around

Past lives couldn't ever come between us
Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up
Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming
Don't wake me, I'm not dreaming

What do I do when you can't hear?
What do I do when you not here?
Everything seems to disappear
Now it's gone into the thin air
Dad, can you maybe hear me?
I've been calling your name now
They said you were up in the clouds
But I need you now, can you come down?

I done made some friends
And I done made me some enemies
No, I know this ain't the end of me
Without you there is no energy
I don't know where moms is
Really wish you would come home
Last girl broke my damn heart
And then she broke it right through these damn bones

See dad, I'm just growing up
I wish you was here to show me stuff
'Cause I know that it's not enough
You taught me hate and then you showed me love
Right now I don't got the trust
Right now I don't got the love
And suicide always in my mind when I sit here and think I'm not enough

I feel so much of that passion
And lines is full of that strain
But when I just rap to these broken kids and sits and get with the pain, man
Man, these kids even they sing, and they don't know what they did for me
They give me confidence, and they help me out with the inner me, goddamn